still alive...

hi blogger couldnt feel any worse, i cant beleive how one day i feel like i'm the happiest and luckiest man alive and the next i feel like my life is heading down-hill and comming to a crashing end. well it almost happened today- for real. thankyou George and Ragui u's saved my life i owe u one... to say the very least. I got caught in a rip today at cronulla and it was low tide so we were realli far out. it was a realli strong current and i guess it was bad luck for me. when i realised i was stuck in it i didnt know what to do but all i know was that i was getting dragged under over and over again, gulp after gulp i tried to swim to the side or find some ground but i just kept getting dragged underneath and across.

i thought that was it and i was praying to God. i saw George in the distance and it seemed like forever before he got to me. the life savers were slow to react but george and ragui carried me onto the beach and i collapsed all i could remember is all my friends standing together infront of me and life savers around me with oxygen masks and a heat blanket.


ok sorry i'm not gonna say ne more
I'M FUCKED WITH THIS WORLD- this is nothing to do with the beach- totally diff matter