hey, sorry its been yonks since the last blogg. i've bounced back from all the shit thats been happening in my life... i'm fit and well again, and exercising well. i've even got a lot of my appetite back, i wish gaining weight wasnt such a stuggle... :( i had the wierdest dream last night, well this morning, but i'm not gonna talk about it. hmm well i'm not gonna say everything thats happened in the time i havent blogged coz then this blog would b too long. i'll start from yesterday. actually i didnt do nothing yesterday lol i had a job interview. good news!. my employer told me to wait for like 5mins and when he came back he basically tapped me on the shoulder and said ur hired come in on sat for 4hrs for induction. hmm well i dunno what it is but i'm sure it isnt math! i'm sick of math. after all those hours studying for math 3unit hsc, it was hectic.

Ohh hsc results come out in... 12days shit i dunno whether to be excited, nervous or anxious about it. there are so many things going through my head about it. it could either be the best chrissy present ever or the worst, and yet again i would have let my parents down... the thing is my dad neva believed in my ability as a hard working and dedicated student. he neva supported me till the very end, in which i think was a last ditch effort of hope that i do good, even tho he thought and knew on the inside that i could not do well due to my 'lack of effort'. i tried so hard in the months leading up to the hsc and all of that comes down to one mark known as the UAI and thats all my dad cares about, well me too. i just hope i get what i deserve because i've tried hard and besides thats all anyone can ask of me right?

the crickets on today i wanted to go but sean hasnt called me to go or nething. hes actually working there at the SCG, the lucky basted. anyways i'll prolly watch it on TV but they wont show all of it.

luv yas
ROBBIE :D