i feel lonley tonight as i sit here alone, on the computer on a friday night. Yeh i know i dont have much of a life.. im normally out on a friday night. But i actually dont see any point in doing so tonight. As a matter of fact i havent been invited anywhere exciting anyways.

I went to the beach today and had a good time recovering from doses of vodka last night. The surf was great but i was too chicken to enter where the sandbar was- which is where the big waves come in and start to break. Anyways besides that ive been looking at a number and i havent thought so hard in my life trying to figure out what to do with it. I suppose its just one of those things in life where theres a reason to believe that life is gay and that i will die a lonely person.

Plus one more thing the next person that tells me 'theres more fish in the sea' is going to cop some shit. I dont like fish. As a matter of fact i hate eating fish. So mayb thats the reason why that cliched statement is so infuriating.

Can life get any worse sometimes. Im a confused, little person, in a big world which is starting to get too big. I think that sums me up at this present time. I feel very selfish. At least my parents arent spliting up. At least i havent had a friend die in an accident. At least i have a roof over my head and food on the table when i want it. I guess life isnt that bad afterall.

But anyways thanks blogger for listening.

Robbie