im starting to find it wierd that im posting out my life online for people to read. I mean based on my counter im getting visitors from all around the world and even from outterspace (yes you know who you are psst..). Anyways the past weeks so much has gone through my head that ive definately blogged (or diary entried), the thing is that they are hidden away im the only one who knows where they are and what they are about. I decided they were way too deep and personal to post for any old joe blog to read. Sometimes even my best friends have no idea what im going through.. maybe sometimes they fail to care or perhaps its just 'not the time' all the time. Nevertheless ones emotions and feelings are very complex and how are other people ever going to comprehend it when you dont understand them yourself.

So in short.. ive got issues. If i dont talk to you about them then i guess its best that it stays that way... if i do then maybe it means im comfortable talking to you about something i probably dont with most other people. By issues i dont always mean problems... issues are more rather topics in my life that i need to adjust and adress in order to maintain suitable mental and emotional state on a daily basis.

So as i said i didnt want it getting too personal.. but i think it already has. Anyways i think i'll talk about my past week if your still reading up to this point.

I went back to uni last tuesday. Im doing a unit at UNSW with some friends- its called Heritage and something i cant remember the rest of it. It was fun being at the uni.. everyones so uptight though... rushing around trying to get from point A to point B. I could understand though.. coz in our first class we recieved 2assignments and they're like due soon, so better get crackin aye?! So im looking forward to the rest of the semester at UNSW hope i meet many more people from the planning course and yeh people around the campus.

Last night i caught up with the sams, benny and laurance. Had a little pub crawl to try and find a put that had AFL on... none! So yeh then i met up with the gang at Jacksons and spent the night there playing pool and enjoying a few drinks (few too many for everyone else!). I sent a message to a number and it appeared on the wall at the club!! Hope everyone enjoyed that! It was very nice seeing everyone..

So today is Seans bday.. Happy bday dude!! Im heading over for a bbq soon so yeh then we're going to the footy but i dont think i can make it coz of church. Its been an extra long blog.. even im getting bored, id be supprised if you were reading this and still are now..!!

Take care all
Robbie