So its back to uni... i guess thats the latest on the news front. Im really not ready to go back, im still in holiday mode. Nevertheless i've gotta do what ive gotta do.

Life i must say is sorting itself out.. slowly. Im still not very sure where my emotions lie but its not as big a rollercoaster as it was. At times im overwhelmed by emotions for no particular reason and my whole mood and perspective on things change. I try time and time again to express my feelings but nothing truely reflects whats going on on the inside. Its wierd. Sometimes i wonder when its all going to end... when theres gonna be light at the other side of the tunnel.

It seems the more i think and talk about it, the more i question and the more confused i get. argg its just all so complicated. I just have to trust in God and live the best posible life by God everyday, then i will be sure that good things will come.. in this life or the next.

So im really making a habit of this half- deep and meaningful stuff at the start of my blogs.. im sorry for the readers who i have scared away. Anyway, Happy bday sean.. bbq was great on the new deck and games room, even the magpies invited themselves to the party! Thanks for the invite. The dragons vs storm game was pretty good though the hill- as i expected were full of red necks esp the ones behind us, i couldnt stand them shouting all the insane comments!! I would like to see one of those blokes get on the field and do better!

Till next time,
Robbie