If you dont already know, it was my birthday 2days ago, on the 19th. Im finally an adult and 'have to contribute to society.' haha. I can't believe i've finally hit official adulthood, im not a teen anymore. Therefore i cannot be treated like one either! Should i be feeling any different? cos i certainly dont.

Thanks to the dozens of ppl who sent me msgs and gave me phone calls. I've had the worse week for a long time and i guess God's love was reflected in the responses. Thanks to Hayley B, and Alice who tried (their very hardest) to bake me a cake (a good one) but ended up with a drugged up, caffinated cake and injured utensils :P

I guess i realize that even though i may be stuggling with many things and that people may not always show that they care, it is through the hard times that i can really seek the glory of God.


I feel i am distancing myself from my best friends because of my beliefs and changing values. It is hard for them to understand something that has grown inside me the way it has and the deep feeling i get about it that i simply cannot give a simple explanation about. I am fully aware of their lifestyles, values and morals but often change and realisation of truth is a difficult thing to accept. They have been a part of my life for so long, and i simply cannot see it as 'another phase in life'

Robbie

Sometimes you have one of those days, which you can describe it as no other than CRAP. Well todays one of those days. Crap crap crap. Nothings gone right. None of my thoughts are right. I was hoping i could sleep it off overnight, but i woke up the same as i had left off. Why couldnt i just be permanantly asleep, so i could escape this bitter sinful, messed-up world

So today was a pretty ordinary day. Started with a minor sleep-in then almost missed the last get-to-uni-ontime train, which for your information is approx 2hrs away. My muscles ached more as the day went on but i must say this mystery ankle injury is really annoying me.

Yesterday, well more specifically last night, was much better. Playing the last game for the season in oztag, i couldnt even put on a 50% effort. I nearly threw up on the field and my limbs were tingling. I dunno how i managed to score 2 tries, but if i was made to score another i surely would have thrown up right there and then. Stu scored a try on the siren, in what seemingly looked like the whole team chasing him along the sideline, to secure the win for us 8-7. What a game to end the season. I still feel sick today, but i guess it was worth it.

Uni has been so busy its crazy. Ive got my head stuck into those books and if my head dosent explode with too much information by the end of this week then i'll live to tell the tale. Im actually half enjoying what im learning this semester so thats a positive i guess.

I hate thinking, and dont want to right now

Till Next Time,
Robbie