If you dont already know, it was my birthday 2days ago, on the 19th. Im finally an adult and 'have to contribute to society.' haha. I can't believe i've finally hit official adulthood, im not a teen anymore. Therefore i cannot be treated like one either! Should i be feeling any different? cos i certainly dont.

Thanks to the dozens of ppl who sent me msgs and gave me phone calls. I've had the worse week for a long time and i guess God's love was reflected in the responses. Thanks to Hayley B, and Alice who tried (their very hardest) to bake me a cake (a good one) but ended up with a drugged up, caffinated cake and injured utensils :P

I guess i realize that even though i may be stuggling with many things and that people may not always show that they care, it is through the hard times that i can really seek the glory of God.


I feel i am distancing myself from my best friends because of my beliefs and changing values. It is hard for them to understand something that has grown inside me the way it has and the deep feeling i get about it that i simply cannot give a simple explanation about. I am fully aware of their lifestyles, values and morals but often change and realisation of truth is a difficult thing to accept. They have been a part of my life for so long, and i simply cannot see it as 'another phase in life'

Robbie