still alive...

hi blogger couldnt feel any worse, i cant beleive how one day i feel like i'm the happiest and luckiest man alive and the next i feel like my life is heading down-hill and comming to a crashing end. well it almost happened today- for real. thankyou George and Ragui u's saved my life i owe u one... to say the very least. I got caught in a rip today at cronulla and it was low tide so we were realli far out. it was a realli strong current and i guess it was bad luck for me. when i realised i was stuck in it i didnt know what to do but all i know was that i was getting dragged under over and over again, gulp after gulp i tried to swim to the side or find some ground but i just kept getting dragged underneath and across.

i thought that was it and i was praying to God. i saw George in the distance and it seemed like forever before he got to me. the life savers were slow to react but george and ragui carried me onto the beach and i collapsed all i could remember is all my friends standing together infront of me and life savers around me with oxygen masks and a heat blanket.


ok sorry i'm not gonna say ne more
I'M FUCKED WITH THIS WORLD- this is nothing to do with the beach- totally diff matter

long time no blog!

hey sorry i've neglected u its been a long time. so much has happened in my life its happening pretty quikly i dun even have time to sit down, think about it and take it in. Formal was great, well more than great. i had so much fun. my friend took two chics but hes gay he just wanted to prove things to all the homophobes in the year, they always give him shit, there such losers- well mostly the surfies and there like fucking homosexuals themselves wtf. Anyways i hooked up with one of those chics not puposely, it jsut happened. i know the formals not an ideal place to hook up but ow well. yea sorry i think her name deserves a mensioning lol. Lily, yeh i've been talking to her since and spending some time with her, shes soo nice. anyways i spend a whole day at her house yesterday, we were gonna see a movie at bevo cinemas but they had shit movies and the times werent right. we sneeked in instead lol but got caught like 2 mins later. we watched road trip and played playstation2 at her house. wicked. meant to go ice skating today but obviously we didnt :( prolly go tmorow if she dont have work. its been a busy week i have josefs 18th on sat and then LIVE concert on tuesday yay :D

Got offered a job at Roselands as checkout chic checking out chics. but i need to go 4 one more interview then i should get the job. the shift is any time from 3pm- 12am a bit late but i dun care. anyways got lunch realli soon i'll blog again realli soon...promise.

Robbie

hi again yea i actually went out again today. went to miranda with sean and mark, sean hired a suit for our formal which is in 2days whoa arent we organised. i bought a book- biography of steve waugh. i'm totally broke and i'm like using my bank money for everything but its sorta cool coz i'm just flashing my bank card everywhere its liek a credit card i feel so cool. yea that moneys supposed to b for my bike :( ow well i'm getting a job realli soon so i suppose the cash will start flowing in in no time. i'm eating an orange right now, but i'm so bored. when i finish blogging i'm gonna go call emma to see what shes up to. toodles

Robbie

hi again looks like todays gonna b as hot as yesterday. wish we had aicon i think its a good investment but my dad dosent think so. hmm todays gonna b the first day i'm at home for the whole week lol but its ok its nice to have a break and relax at home. listening to I Alone by LIVE yeh Claire u rock lol even tho ull prolly neva read this. well got my formal in 2days finally i tihnk ive got things organised, well thats something to look forward to.

got a call from myer saying theres spaces for a job in coles at roselands, they said theyd foward my resume to them. Yay hope i get the job. well i think i'll leave it there cyas

Robbie

i'm in a :D mood hehe. yea had a job interview today for myer not that it was the highlight of my day but i tihnk i went fine, just crossing my fingers i'll get the job. well i went and saw Hero with sean and mark today at hurstville cinemas it was a confusing movie but all in all it was aite. was in some asian language, no i could not understand it, but it had subtitles- somehow trying to read them for the entire 2hrs was a bit challenging lol like most of hte time i see the words and i read them but they just dont compute in my head lol. anyways sorry thats confusing. well went back to sean's too, well what started as a joke ended seriously- talking about hte formal :( ow well. talked to Emma tnight- hi Emma lol u said u were honoured to b mentioned in my other blog so yea i've mentioned u again... well i dunno when u'll read this but yea. i hope everything goes aite with steve and stuff... dats all i have to say. sorry its a rather long blog.

gnight
Robbie

hey sorry for the one day break from blogging ive been pretty busy. i'm listening to run to the water by LIVE- they rock! yea went to the beach yesterday was high tide caught tonnes of good waves. had party last night at almedias had a great time. it was also really sad because a good friend of mine lost his mom- she had been sick for a while. i'm realli sorry IBA i sympathize with you and hope u can regather and become an even stronger person- you are the last person to deserve this.

R.I.P
sorry dont feel like writing anymore

whoa its been a day. went down to bondi today to find Suis Grande- where my formals gonna b. its in 7days. i'm pretty excited actually. well i woulda liked to have gone down to the beach but yea we jsut cruised around and the traffic was terrible as usual. Had a 3way conversation over the phone tnight it was fully sick lol. first Mark and i annoyed Bec we knew it wouldnt last long so we called Emma lol. she sais she has a math test and some assignments due ohhh i miss those days where i had school work to do lol. anyways prolly off to cronulla again tmorow....

i miss thoss days, i miss those ways...

i'm listening to Delta Goodrem innocent eyes, shes such a talent. yeh i dun care what ppl say about the music i listen to i listen to whateva appeals to me, even if it meant telling u britney spears is ok :P well not like theres ne thing wrong with Delta. My backs sore its gonna peal soon got burnt yesterday. ohh i'm quite bored, most of my friends are actually pretty busy with jobs and stuff i seem to b the only one with tonnes of time on my hands. most of the girls are still in school so theres almost no time to spend with them :( i feel like i'm also losing friends, coz its hard to catch up with everyone esp when there all busy doing other stuff and its just a coincidence that everytime i wanna do something they cant and everytime they wanna do something i cant? or is it a coincidence? i dunno. anyways its life, thats y i wish i was back at school, only for the social bit. i miss it dearly.

P.S i dedicate this to u priscilla coz its orange :P

Robbie

today was a great day the weather was perfect. it was low tide at cronulla so we got pretty far out, heaps of seaweed got washed up. yea i just got a lil headache atm and burnt all ova my back, its the only spot i didnt get with sunblock :( i bought the awake album by LIVE today the concerts in 18 days wow! well the formals actually in 9 days so yea got some good shit commin up. i'm excited.

Robbie

u tool

walshy u tool this is my blog not urs so i dun care what u have to say :P anyways off to d beach- fantastic day, must b a miracle i woke up and magic not a cloud in the sky yes isnt it wonderful.

anyways catch ya
Robbie

just a pic i dug up from the retreat this year, its a good one

oh i'm so bored its been quite a lousy day actually, lots of cloud cover its deffinately not beach weather! well the formal is counting down and i still havent organised things yet. yes i'm taking Bec and i have to get her home she lives in Wattle Grove- its a fair distance from me. i've forked out about $200 for this formal so i hope i enjoy it. anyways finally my friends finish their exams this week, ive finished for 2weeks! it wud b much better if the weather was at least decent coz i'm an outdoor sorta person and i cant do nothing when its lousy.

well catch ya
Robbie

GudNight

hullo, well i'm in a good mood for some reason. yeh today wasnt too boring coz i applied for sanity- no i'm not insane i was actually applying for the music store sorry fellas i'm still my old insane self, i'm not changing :P i spent about 2hrs trying to get my Resume right, i figured out u can actually bullshit as much as u want, well to a certain extent. lol yea so thats about all that happened today, i've developed a good sleeping pattern: sleep at 12 and wake at round 9 so i wake up at an early time plus i get the 9 hrs i need to get. mad. did u know teenagers need from 8-10 hrs of sleep a night. too much can increase chances of heart disease too less, deprives u of valuable sleep and ur body is still in sleep mode- u can guess the consequences of that dosent take a genious to figure out. well sorry bout the little lecture- i am doing health science at uni next year so i should know this stuff :P

Gnight,
Robbie

relief

so here i am blogging again. yeh had a good day at mates house today, only just came home was scared to death at holsworthy station... no one was there and it was totally isolated i swear if someone came and attacked me i'd b doomed for all money. but yea my mates labrador is such a nice dog i played with it heaps its one crazy dog i tell u. anyways i must go sorry for the short blog

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yeh my second entry for today mad. listening to nirvana right now there not too bad, kurt u rock! anyways should get to bed soon, need to go to school to return some school books to the library? but i have to compromise some stolen books? well they got stolen from my locker i swear. yeh den i'm off to holsworthy neways no one needs to hear my life story. anyways hmm sean and priscilla on msn oh boy they are getting on my nerves - i swear she keeps threatning to stab me with a plastic spoon? jeez i have such retarded friends. neways briellyn hope u get betta eh? dunno jsut felt like saying that coz it crossed my mind just then. well gnight all

Yeh just thought id add a pic of the best team in the world!!

bored

well this is my first post... i mean Blog, yeh pretty cool stuff. its been so boring after the hsc sometimes i wish i was back in school, i know it sounds rather odd for most of u's but theres nothing to do half the time. was meant to go down to the beach tday but the weather was appalling went to d station in blistering conditions at 3:25 instead to say hi to Priscilla and Emma (yes the quite one priscilla lol) na its all good. well i realli dont know what this is but i'm using it as a diary i've neva actually written a diary but i think its the same as a biography coz i'm gonna b writing one ... soon. ne ways catch yas