hmm just 2 days inclusive of today till my HSC results come out. i actually quite nervous. the UAI comes out a day after the hsc results so thats even worse. either way i know i'm gonna b supprised with my result and i'm sure its the same with most other ppl. i want a UAI of around 70 but i know i wont get that. i'll either b realli dissapointed and get less than 70 or be realli supprised and get ova 70. but getting below 70 is more probable. well realli its for my dads sake more so than mine.

i have to do 4more hours of induction on top of the 5hrs i've already done online. this time i have to go to the store and watch some videos omg. i wanna start at the checkouts soon.

the test match against pakistan starts tmorow finally some decent stuff worth watching on TV. i've been bored shitless today. anyways i've got nothing else to write damn cya

Robbie

woo its seems like i'm blogging on 4day intervals now... well i sorta havent been around to blog, we got cable internet installed and it only works on one computer atm- we need a new modem. i got the job at coles as a checkout chic checking out chics and i'm excited lol i've been doing online induction, which is a course teaching u everything u need to know about safety and procedures, and i've spent almost 5hrs doing at so far. i havent finished yet but plan on finishing it this morning so i can start my job asap.

Ive been asked by a few ppl to go to ignition and sunset. i havent realli been to ne dance parties bfore and i hadnt intended to after what happened with lily... but yea i think going to d dance party is all about having fun and (one night stands?), nothing else. ow well i say i'm a man of morals but i'm deeply confused.

Im prolly going to the carols in the domain on the 18th, i cant get ne ppl to come with me. most of hte guys just arent into going to some place and singing chrissy carols for 4hrs! well i dun blame them. i wanna go coz i luv the spirit of chrissy and to b a part of it.

HSC results come out in 3days... fuck. i dunno whether to be nervous, scared, anxious or excited. i think i'm feeling a combination of them. ow well i tried my best and thats all anyone can ask of me right? i'll keep it short coz theres nothing more to say about this. good luck to all the other peeps waiting 4 their results... dw its not hte end of the world if u see a fail on ur cirtificate, it just tells u that, hmm, ur NOT an intellectual basted nerdy bitch who has no life other than be a nerd and study ur guts out for a stupid exam called the HSC!!! like who cares realli, u can only do so much. if u succeed then congrats otherwise have sympathy for those who try hard (constantly) but dont get hte results. neways sorry u may not agree with all the stuff i've said but yea toodles

Robbie

hey, sorry its been yonks since the last blogg. i've bounced back from all the shit thats been happening in my life... i'm fit and well again, and exercising well. i've even got a lot of my appetite back, i wish gaining weight wasnt such a stuggle... :( i had the wierdest dream last night, well this morning, but i'm not gonna talk about it. hmm well i'm not gonna say everything thats happened in the time i havent blogged coz then this blog would b too long. i'll start from yesterday. actually i didnt do nothing yesterday lol i had a job interview. good news!. my employer told me to wait for like 5mins and when he came back he basically tapped me on the shoulder and said ur hired come in on sat for 4hrs for induction. hmm well i dunno what it is but i'm sure it isnt math! i'm sick of math. after all those hours studying for math 3unit hsc, it was hectic.

Ohh hsc results come out in... 12days shit i dunno whether to be excited, nervous or anxious about it. there are so many things going through my head about it. it could either be the best chrissy present ever or the worst, and yet again i would have let my parents down... the thing is my dad neva believed in my ability as a hard working and dedicated student. he neva supported me till the very end, in which i think was a last ditch effort of hope that i do good, even tho he thought and knew on the inside that i could not do well due to my 'lack of effort'. i tried so hard in the months leading up to the hsc and all of that comes down to one mark known as the UAI and thats all my dad cares about, well me too. i just hope i get what i deserve because i've tried hard and besides thats all anyone can ask of me right?

the crickets on today i wanted to go but sean hasnt called me to go or nething. hes actually working there at the SCG, the lucky basted. anyways i'll prolly watch it on TV but they wont show all of it.

luv yas
ROBBIE :D

Sore

oh i'm so burnt and sore.went to cronulla today and sat in the sun all day not like i puposely wanted to get burnt or to get a tan as a result.wel didnt think we were actually going coz it was cloudy and looked like it was gonna rain, it wasnt nice beach weather thats all.but yea it was rip haven and bluebottles galore... also dead birds.hmm i enjoyed the day i suppose, dan drove us there bec and aleasha also came.on the way back we had music up full blast it was way mad.

anyways sorry for not blogging for days...ive been well busy and occupied with thinking about stuff like life and things taht have been happening.life is precious and u dont know what i've got till u've lost it....well i'm just saying that in a general sence too. atm i'm just looking forward to getting my HSC results and starting tertiary education i suppose.i want a job realli soon coz i'm sooo broke, i've spent like 250 bucks in the last 2weeks or even less.

well i'm sorta ova lily dumping me, when i think about it, things would have neva worked out. she was so different from me and she was too superficial for my liking. she complained about too many things about me that i could not realli change or were unreasonable. well there just a few things but i wont go on about it, i think most of u's woulda heard from me lol sorry.

well gnight
Robbie