Hey peoples!

I just read my friends blog and the title of it was 'everything's just wonderful.' Yes, I know that feeling. But i can also say that i know how the opposite feels like too. Its been one of those weeks, again. I havent been looking forward to much, overshadowed much by emotional and physical fatigue.

I had an interesting short chat with a Matt and Nigel before i left church on Sunday, and when conversation turned from how things were going with Nigel and Jane it turned to me and how i was going with my 'love life.' i hadnt really thought about it, but it triggered a pretty accurate reflection of what i was feeling. With honesty, i said that i had almost too many to chose from (to ask out), but as far away from suggesting i was a pimp or ladiesman or what you may call it. I simply meant, and started to explain, that i dont want any more short term relationships which last months or weeks. Im totally ready to settle down into a long, committed relationship. I want to chose the right person, and not just launch into things realizing later on that it was a mistake.

Cricket just isnt cricket when theres no sledging right? Well bloody oath... especially when you have to cop it from your own team mates! My cricket team is marred by racist taunts, and judgement of skills. You have a bad day, oh yes your team mates will let you know about it alright. Welcome to my cricket team. I have worked hard to get to A-reserves and now im pretty sure i want to quit. Im there to develop my skills and have fun and just to play cricket not to be put down and be the victim of vicious, personal jokes. I know im not as good as some in the team, only because they have had about 6+ years more experience than me. I work extra hard, which is why i earnt the best fieldsman trophy last season. Everyone should just shutup and play cricket!

Anyway thats all for now
Robbie